I once again was slapped in the face by my mother tonight. Bless her heart she did not know it was going to affect me this hard and she meant no harm by it. I guess my cousin and his wife of maybe 2 years are now pregnant. They are younger than me. They've only been in a relationship a quarter of the time that I have and here they fucking are pregnant. The whole family is moving on with life and accomplishing their milestones while I'm stuck fucking still.
Why does this have to be so hard? How can I be failing so much as a human animal?
Shit. Might be time to go to counseling soon.