20 February 2010

I Love My Bed

I just spent 13 hours in it. I love it so much. I figured I better peel myself out of it and do something today. I really didn't want to leave it. I really want to go back now. I'm not really sure why I'm so tired right now. I had all I could do to make it past 9 pm last night.

Today includes a fun filled day of hitting the grocery store. I've got nothing left. No milk. No bread. No buns. No eggs. No crab. No grits. No garbage bags. Yeah. This place is rough. I haven't gone shopping in at least 3 weeks. I got the family checkbook and trying to figure out what else the house "needs" :)

This last week was another blur for work. I made it home on Wednesday with a little stop over at the bar on the way home. I hitched a ride with the new director so I had his undivided attention for 3 hours. Luckily we know about each others feelings from the past and have seen how each other have been treated for the last few years. I didn't have to say much. I just know that I've been stripped out of the loop. I feel less involved than every. I shared that with him and he just said that sometimes that is not a bad thing. It may be a blessing in disguise. How in the hell could I do a maternity leave leaving people who have no idea how things are running? On the other hand, the last time that I allowed myself to be pulled from the loop, as soon as there was a shake up, it was all my problem that I didn't know certain things. I do find it shitty that I'm the one who has been here the longest and I keep getting demotions. The next closest employee to me is a year and a half newer. It really does make me feel like a piece of shit.

Speaking of piece of shit, I finally laid my eggs. That was painful. I was sooooo uncomfortable and hurt! The pressure was horrendous. I also couldn't do my daily rest. I was not a happy camper. I'm hoping the window didn't pass without being successful. I'm not real sure I can do this again! And let me just say, scheduled sex really is no fun. I never thought I'd say this, but I really do not want sex right now. Carry on without me. Actually, have an extra romp for me.

1 comment:

Sugardaddy said...

The day they took me out of the "loop" was one of the best days of my professional life.
And now that you have laid the eggs, get laid and do something with them.......