The days since have been a blur. That first day was a painful exhausting mess. I came home on the second day. It was so bittersweet. I was finally released from my prison after 3 weeks. On the other hand I was going home without my child. The rest of this week was spent sleeping, pumping and getting to know our son. I'm more in love now that ever. I pray God doesn't take this precious child away from us. He's made it this far and is strong as ever. I know it can change on a dime but hopefully his stubbornness will win.
I want to thank everyone who has sent prayers, thoughts, good wishes and everything our way. So far it has helped and I'm sure we wouldn't be where we are without everything. I love you all and thank you from the bottom of my heart.